I've been MIA

Honestly, I have not written in awhile because I had a huge setback this weekend. But this whole week I have been good. Yesterday I was so proud of myself...I took the girls to the mall and I even bought C*Dance a cookie and I did not get anything but a water. Today I hit the gym extra hard. To be honest...I am not recording it down as a official but today i checks ed the scale (OCD much?!) and I was down to 244lbs! I am not officially weighing in until July 1st so i should just quit checking but still...I CAN NOT wait until I hit 230-something..when did I ever think I would have to say that?! Anyway...no negativity right?! GO ME!